The Countdown is on....11 more days!!!

Well all, D-Day (Devil Day) will be here in 11 days, April 10th to be exact. Am I looking forward to it? No, I am not...but you know, I am dealing. My brother helped me through alot of this when I got divorced and the best advice he ever gave me was to "Never let them see you scared or cry!" AND the best revenge of all is to live well and be happy! I got all that covered I am glad to say...

Messina Jo Dee


Bring On The Rain

by N/A
Another day has almost come and gone
Can't imagine what else could go wrong
Sometimes I'd like to hide away
somewhere and lock the door
A single battle lost but not the war ('cause)

Tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anway
So bring on the rain

Its almost like the hard times circle 'round
A couple drops and they all start coming down
Yeah, I might feel defeated,
And I might hang my head
I might be barely breathing -
but I'm not dead (no, cause')

Tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

No I'm not gonna let it get me down,
I'm not gonna cry
And I'm not gonna lose any sleep tonight ('cause)

Tomorrow's another day
And I am not affraid
So bring on the rain

Tomorrows another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

(Bring on, Bring on the rain)

No I'm not gonna let it get me down
No I'm not gonna cry
So bring on the rain....

So bring on D-Day, the gloves are off, I am ready...and just when you think you got me figured out, I'm gonna change...Bring on that rain dammit!

Here with me.....

"Here With Me"

Dido

I didn't hear you leave
I wonder how am I still here
And I don't want to move a thing
It might change my memory

[Chorus:]
Oh I am what I am
I'll do what I want
But I can't hide
I won't go
I won't sleep
I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me

I don't want to call my friends
They might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed
Risk forgetting all that's been

[Chorus]


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What Lola hates...

Ok...I stole this from Kelly's blog...(aka the keeper of sanity)...so here are the things according to google I hate:

1. Lola hates partying. Where DO they get this stuff...OMG someone needs to lay off the hooch or share!

2. Lola hates being surrounded by many people. Well this is a bit on the true side, I like smaller more "intimate" gatherings.

3. Lola hates the P word. Hmmm maybe I do, and maybe I don't...(wink)

4. Lola hates it when I just talk in general...Yeah I cause all I hear is blah blah blah...get to the "meat" of the story! (evil smirk)

5. Lola hates me because I am more mexican than her. As much Mexican food as I consume, I should get the dang key to Mexico and have my name changed to Consuela Lopez Martinez Sanchez Bananahammock...I'm just sayin'

6. Lola hates Seinfeld. Well that is a bit harsh...I just am annoyed that it is a show about nothing...almost mirrors my life dammit AND he is getting paid for it!

7. Lola hates the negative energies one may bring to work. Yeah damn skippy keep your unhappy ass to yourself or I got a voodoo doll with your name on it!

8. Lola hates a coward. Who doesn't? There is only room for one scaredy cat so get the hell outta my hiding place...k?

9. Lola hates her jumping on him...Yeah why does "her" get all the action?

10. Lola hates doing the Kung Fu...she prefers the Pammy Fu any day!

This was kinda fun...so just DO IT already!

Weeks that make you go WTF?

Well it has been a hell of a long week...already! I worked til 9:00 pm last nite...you know when you get there at 8:00 am in the morning, all the fun that can be had happens by noon in my book because after that I am up to my ass in alligators that are starvin' to damn death, drooling over my nice plump dumpling azz...so I have no time to deal with any f#cktards servin' me up a shit sandwich for lunch.

I think I had the fortune of talking to every wanna be stand up comedian (aka smart ass) yesterday and I am just sayin' to them "don't quit your day jobs" and you are lucky you made your unsolicited innuendos via the phone or ya might have gotten bitch slapped (ok maybe not but I might have pulled out my voodoo kit, skipped the pins and gone straight for the scissors).

My car was one of the last ones in the parking lot (where at least 1,500 people work). So I came to the realization that I work with a bunch of SLACKERS (giggling) and they surely could learn a thing or two from my "shining" example. (Bite me! This is my blog and I can say whatever I wanna)

Anyway, here's to Friday and it can't get here too soon for me!I will surely be on my way to Margaritaville...singin' "Why don't we get drunk and screw?!"



Pam

ME ME ME ME oh and ME!!!

Ok I swiped this from Suthnuh too...Google your name + "wants" (e.g. "Bob wants") and post the first ten (or at least the first ten really interesting ones). It's like the "X needs..." It goes somethin' like this:


Pam wants to be chased. Ummm well it depends on by who?

Pam wants her pooch to be immortal. Hmmm now that IS a bit odd...so we will move right along...

Pam wants you to make March meatless. heehee..well if I ain't gettin' any, why should anyone else? Oh WAIT! we were talkin' about vegetarian's MY BAD!

Pam wants to do 30 things. Hmmm and they are all listed in the pages of the karma sutra...(ahemmmm adjusting my halo...hang on a sec!)

Pam wants perks. Well Hell YEAH I do...lots and lots of them see the above "want"

Pam wants to know if the grasshopper comes with the cup. Ewwwww.

Pam wants a username. Make it somethin' naughty...giggling.

Pam wants people to know it is ok to be angry...as long as it isn't at her.

Pam wants someone to treat her like a princess, loving, warm and romantic. I really liked this one...

Pam wants bust removed! Uhhhh NO I DON'T...I will keep what lil I have thank you!

Pam wants a call first...is that like a booty call?

Pam wants you to think she is this talented. Nahhh Pam wants you to KNOW she is talented...reference the karma sutra comment (evil gleam in my eyes)

Pam wants the ladies to follow their "inner slut" I think all the MILFs have been there and done that...ohhh AND got the T-shirt LMFAO

Pam wants to be your friend. Yes I sure do...cause I love ya'll...

Happy Hump Day!

One word...

Ok, if you could use only one word to describe yourself, what would it be? This is harder than you think...mine would be "quirky" I think.

Looking back on a Saturday...

"I'm Moving On"

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on


[Thanks to CTCowgurl@aol.com for these lyrics]
[Thanks to cahpresrange@aol.com for correcting these lyrics]

Life has a way of throwing us curves...but it is how we handle the curves that defines who we are...and where we are heading...

Have a good weekend...

Happy St. Patrick's Day from...

The world's tallest Leprechaun!!!!!!

Do you know me?

You Are a Fierce Femme

You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right. But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check. In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it... You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act!

How Daring Are You?

Bored on a Sunday...

Ok, I got this of Siren's blog and decided to answer it for shits and giggles...it will probably be more than you would ever want to know...but too bad...it's my blog and I can reveal if I want to.

1) On a scale of 1-10, how modest are you?
I guess I am fairly modest depending on who I am with...however, with that being said, if I am comfortable with you...LOOKOUT! Consider yourself warned!;)

2) Have you ever had sex while you or your partner was tied up?
No can't say that I have. I am not about being unable to move...I like to let my fingers do the walkin' so this probably wouldn't work with me unless maybe silk scarves were used;)

3) What is your greatest strength? Weakness?
I have been told my greatest strength is my sense of humor. Biggest weakness it is hard for me to let other people help.

4) Have you ever gone to a motel for the sole purpose of having sex?
HELL YEAH!

5) Have you ever had sex in the snow? Rain?
No. But I do have a fantasy about being in the rain...(smirk)

Bonus (as in "optional"): Have you ever stuffed your bra if you are female, or stuffed your pants if you are male?
No. When I was younger (yes much younger) my dad always reassured me if they itched that meant the were growing...I am now officially throwing down the bullshit flag on that one! It just means your boobs were sweaty in your bra (uuuughhh)...'sides I didn't want to be a human kleenex box.

Who would have thunk it?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Words...

Ok today I decided we should post about words that sound naughty/dirty but aren't...My naughty word is kumquat...What's yours?

Ohhhh Whatever!!!!

Dayuuuummmm!!! It is almost like they know me or someDAMNthing...this kinda freaked me out!!! But hell it is kinda funny...it doesn't take much to amuse me at this point!

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy

In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh. You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum. Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

Lessons I have learned...

As I sit here quietly reflecting the last post I made here, I think about roads I have taken, missed opportunities, tears shed, unspoken words or words spoken in haste, but mostly I still think I am blessed. Although all the lessons I have learned have not come without sacrifice and hardship, I survived it, can laugh about it and know that I am that much stronger...I found this song and really liked it so I thought I would share it with you...



Lessons Learned
(Words & Music by Diane Warren)

There's some things that I regret
Some words I wish had gone unsaid
Some starts that had some better endings
Been some bad times I've been through
Damage I could not undo
Some things I wish I could do all all over again
But it don't really matter
When life gets that much harder
It makes you that much stronger, oh
Some pages turned, some bridges burned
But there were lessons learned

From every tear that had to fall from my eyes
From every day I wondered how I'd get through the night
From every change life has thrown me
I'm thankful for every break in my heart
I'm grateful for every scar
Some pages turned, some bridges burned
But there were lessons learned

There's mistakes that I have made
Some chances I just threw away
Some roads I never should've taken
Been some signs I didn't see
Hearts that I hurt needlessly
Some wounds that I wish I could have one more chance to mend
But it don't make no difference
The past can't be re-written
You get the life you're given, oh
Some pages turned, some bridges burned
But there were lessons learned

From every tear that had to fall from my eyes
From every day I wondered how I'd get through the night
From every change life has thrown me
I'm thankful for every breath in my heart
I'm grateful for every scar
Some pages turned, some bridges burned
But there were lessons learned

And all the things that break you
Are all the things that make you strong
You can't change the past coz it's gone
And you gotta just move on
It's all lessons learned

Bridge with new changes:
and all the things that break you
Are all the things that make you strong
You can't change the past cuz it's gone
You just gotta move on
Because it's all lessons learned

Meeting up with my past....

Well this week has been hard on me guys. My ex who I will refer to as Satan from now on has taken it upon himself to become what I will term as a jailhouse lawyer. He has spent all his pathetic time in the law library laboring over how he can stick it to the man (and I guess in this case I am the man so to speak).

He thinks he has a copyright on his name and has decided that from all our legal proceedings to count up how many times I have used his name, which by the way, is a $500,000 fine per infraction. (oh stop laughing I am serious). So I now owe him, $1,147,500,000.00. I have received two legal packages from him within 2 weeks, the first one graciously gave me 72 hours to respond and since I didn't (imagine that) he sent a second one granting me 11 days.

Satan has said I am breach of our divorce contract, and should hand over my daughter to him basically. He has named Neal in one of the documents and brought my mother into it as well siting that I am not her real daughter but her adopted daughter. This first package was approximately 128 pages and the second was about 50. I realize what these documents are for but I can tell you all honestly I am not relishing his release in 6 weeks.

I have eaten a lot of shit sandwiches thanks to him. I truly believe that only through the grace of GOD and my friends I was able to swallow and not choke (laughing).

I worry for my daughter's sake, she has had such a peaceful existance these last 3 years...I worry that my mom is getting more paranoid as each day passes but I can gladly report I remain unafraid.

I am surrounded by strong, supportive friendships and a crazy family that when the going gets tough they do stick together.

I am asking that ya'll say a lil prayer here and there for us as the times are going to get trying. I am also starting back to school Tuesday...keep us in your prayers, know that if I am not around that I am thinking of you all and all the good times we have had...and they help me keep a smile on my face...

I love all of you and we need to get together soon...I could sure use some Jello Shots!!!!

Love and peace

Pam

My Hidden Talent...

You know I kind of cringed when the answer popped up...I have decided this was a very nice way of calling me a shit disturber...

Your Hidden Talent

You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system. And while this may not seem big, it can be. It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes. You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices.

What's Your Hidden Talent?